i think that it could because i am realizing that tonight is it my last reall night of summer vacation.. i don't want it to end... it went to fast i want it be june again and all of us just now getting ready to go to camp... i don't want to go back to school... i don't have hardly any friends and i never get good grades.. i know that that is my own fault but still... i don't want it to end this summer was soo good... soo many good memories... i guess i just don't want to go back because i am realizing that after this year i only have one year left and it scares me... it scares me to think that in a couple of years i wll be in college... and then a few more years i will be getting married hopefully and then a few years after that i will be having kids.. it is crazy to think about high school flies by... it is unbelieveable... i would have never though i am a junior already.. sophmore year FLEW by this year probably will too.. i have been told that junior year is the hardest... so it is going to be stressful for me...
I just wanted to be a kid again where all i had to worry about was what i was going to where and what i was going to have for lunch...
now i get to have the responsiblities of laundry and school ( grades mostly) taking care of my mom... and probably getting a job here soon...
Did i mention that i need to figure out what i am going to be? uhhh i know it is going to be something with art.. but i dunno what yet.. i was kinda talking to rich on sunday about architecture it kinda sounds interesting.. but then i like the whole interior design thing too... i sunno abou teaching anymore so yeah i def have some tough desicions coming up here in the next couple of years... it is kinda stressing me out.. because everyone knows me i have to plan ahead for everything...
Tom. will be a really busy day.. i have to do laundry clean my room and bathroom and then i have to get some school things together and then i have to finish my paper.. UHHHHHHHHHH... no i need 1 more week that is all then i will be good...
ok either i am going to be or going to work on my paper..
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