Recaping this summer.
Very Fun! to say they least. it had its ups and downs. but def. more ups. Its very hard for me to realize that i am going to bed a SENIOR. To be honest i have a lot of different feelings towards this coming year. I am excited that i am done with school. Kinda. i am looking forward to football games and dances and other things that the year brings. But i am also very scared. It means that it is my last year of school. and i am not a kid anymore. I have always looked forward to being an adult. you get more freedoms. you are on your own. And thats exactly what is scaring me. You are on your own. no one else is going to be there. and the actions and decisions you make now with change and shape your future. I have always loved the idea of going to college, meeting new people and just becoming an adult. and have lots of fun. and i know it will be. but i have decided that college is one of the most frightening words i have heard in awhile. it means so much more than school. it means growing up. and growing up entitles, getting married. have kids. getting a job. College is just the start. it starts everything. I never looked at it this way just until recently. And as much as when your a kid you want to be an adult. i am thinking now that as soon as i am going to be an adult. i want to just be a kid.
I now regret not getting involved. and being more social. and working harder. Because I was lazy and not out going enough. And i wish i would have done those things. Don't get my wrong i love the life and the friends i have i just think it would have been so much more full if i would have just tried.
A.D.D.
back to the top.
CAMP WAS AMAZING AS USUAL. I EVEN CRIED THIS YEAR. I LOVE IT. INDESCRIBABLE.
CIY. JUST SOMETHING I KNOW I NEED EVERY YEAR.. I LOVE IT
VBS. ALWAYS FUN.
SUMMER OF 2007 WAS FANTASTIC. WE HAD SO MUCH FUN. OR AT LEAST I THINK SO.
BUNCH BED. NIGHT
Thursday, August 16, 2007
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